I can honestly say that without a doubt, I will never return to my previous eating habits.  Ever.  I have been working super hard the past few weeks, and I am already noticing changes.  While I am not where I want to be, I know that I am getting there.  
You'd be surprised how quickly you give up certain cravings.  Like with me and sugar.  I LOVE sugar.  Anything sweet....mmmm mmmm.  However, now I'm drinking my tea with a half a teaspoon of sugar.  I took a sip of apple juice today (don't worry, I didn't swallow) and it litterally tasted like...calories.  Just empty meaningless calories.  So why would I want to poison myself with that? The calories I DO consume, need to be more than just empty yummyness.  They gotta mean something.
Sure.  I don't always follow what I'm supposed to eat.  But I am leaps and bounds from where I was. Am I still disgustingly fat?  Oh hell yes.  However, there is just a little bit less than before.  I am getting my stomach used to being empty.  I can tell it already shrank.  For dinner, I ate 4 bites and I was full!  And I won't eat again for another 24 hours.  How cool is that? 
While taking kiddo out for a walk earlier, some guy hit on me.  Sure, I just gotta blew him off...but still I smiled to myself on the inside. 
Too many times I see people getting down on their weight.  I'm not depressed about my weight.  Sure, I might get frustrated.  But ultimately...I'm getting proactive about my weight.  Before I would never take a super long walk...now I'm doing it 3 times a week!  And doing even more exercise after?  This surely isn't the same person I was as little as a month ago.  
Here I am--making a change.  Because I got this.
Stay Skinny, Loves. 
 
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