Food is everywhere! And people are picking up on the fact that I'm not eating. I refuse to give in to my temptations, but there are people in my life that point out that I'm not eating. I hate being confronted in front of people, and I hate being told that I must eat. I don't have to do anything I don't want to.
Not to mention, at the same function, someone told me that I look pregnant. Damn, way to take the air out of my sails. I thought I was looking better! I was seeing a difference! Now all I want to do is binge and say fuck this. But ultimately I am going to just push my body harder.
Stay Skinny, Loves.
PS: I'm now 297. I can start to see my collarbone and cheek bones. There is progress, even if I still look like a fat blob to everyone else.
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