Another one bites the dust

Stepped on the scale today...another pound down.  I'm thinking about buying some laxatives today so I can help get rid of this extra crap (for the lack of a better word lol) out of me.  What I am noticing though, is whenever I eat too much--I get a strong urge to throw up.  Most of the time, I can suppress the feeling but other times it lingers for far too long.  Again, I do not wish to give Mia a chance.  I'm an Ana girl. She's the one I want to work with.  But it's so hard.  I'm thinking that this is just my stomach shrinking.  What a great feeling!