Over the past few weeks, I would sit at my computer and try to type something out on here. Each time, I would exit before I would even put one word to the post and leave. I have continued my journey slowly and steadily. I am now happy to say I am 273 and I did it with minimal self loathing. I'm still very strict in how I eat, but I haven't been following Ana to the T.
Overall, I feel pretty good. I'm getting compliments on my weight loss and it feels great. I also have some extra motivation of a certain lady friend. I wanna be hot for her when we decide to rev things up.
Am I where I want to be? No. But I will get there. As far as this blog? I might continue it. I might come back for motivation.
What I can't help to notice though---I followed 4 pro Ana bloggers and they are disappeared. One girl was talking about how she finally felt better. The other said how she was at the end of her chain. I can't help but feel sad for them, I hope they are okay.
